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Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Jeena's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
4:50 pm
happy birthday
Happy Birthday...to me.
Happy Birthday...to me.
Happy Birthday to meee.
[insert harmonies]
Haaaappy Biiirthday tooo meeeeeee!
=]
Monday, February 20th, 2006
11:11 pm
Hmm...
I've got a ton of homework to do for tomorrow, and I've not so much as started anything...and I really have no emotion towards that at all. Usually, I at least care somewhat that I might get a bad grade or something of the sort, but I honestly don't care at all right now. I'm not really sure why. It seems that I have that attitude towards more than just high school lately. Hmm...

I've realized more and more lately that people are horrible. I'm not just talking about terrorists from the middle east or serial killers who murder hundreds. Within my own group of friends, whom I thought were decent people, I've seen far too much disloyalty, distrust, lack of concern, etc. For one thing -- How can someone not feel a bit of guilt in going back on a promise. How can someone let friends feel left out and unimportant without having one ounce of concern? Maybe I just care too much, but it seems most people don't care enough. Not just about that stuff, but about anything. I don't know. Blah.

<3 Jeena
Monday, January 30th, 2006
10:45 pm
blah
so, i'm not in a good mood and i don't know why.
since no one reads this or even knows it exists, i'd rather it be in here than nowhere, but i guess it's not really a big enough deal that others should worry about it.
so i hope i am out of this crappy mood soon.
i really wish i knew what was wrong with me =(
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
9:49 pm
I need friends. =]

Yea, so, I have two friends on here. Be my friend =]

How about we learn a little about me:

*I am a Christian. Holy-roller, Bible-thumper, Jesus-freak...whatever you want to call it, that's who I am! Funny thing actually, last year my table was deemed the "God table". I guess it's rare these days to see anyone who will openly show their faith, let alone a group of people. But, I love my Savior more than anything. Without Him, I wouldn't be here. I can't give back enough for what He's given me. I mean, the only reason He came to earth, was to die...for me. I can't even begin to explain how much He means to me and my life. I'm the only one in my household who is a Christian. It's hard a lot of times, more times than not, but I believe it will just make me stronger.  I choose to be a Christian, I choose to be like Him. Nobody's making me do it, this is how I wanna live. You decide for you, and I'll decide for me. You see, the choice is mine, this is what I choose to be!

*I sing. It's just what I do. No, I don't ever stop. Music...ahh. I can honestly say that music is one of the key ways I worship. Music is so powerful, in any form. I couldn't go a moment without it. I guess that's why I sing...so that when I don't have any other form of music, I make my own. I guess to add to the singing, I'm in show choir. It used to be fun, but this year I hate it. Too bad it's my senior year. Anyways the point is I sing, and I like to think I'm a halfway decent singer...but you can decide for yourself I guess.

*I'm shy. No really, I am...but I also have an odd way of looking at it. People who are shy seem unapproachable. Sometimes shyness can be perceived as being stuck-up or rude or anything else negative. I don't want people to think that way of me; I like making friends! So in that way, I try to overcome my shyness by randomly talking about, well, random things. If I feel like there is an awkward silence, I will most likely, again, bring up something completely random. Therefore, no one who actually has met me thinks I'm shy.

*My favorite color is orange. Not much else to say about that. Maybe it means I'm loud, out there, crazy, bright, fun, etc. Yea, you can come to your own conclusions.

*I like random music. Most of the music I listen to is Christian/Gospel, but quite a bit of my media library consists of classic rock, or other songs/artists I've come to like because of show choir [and sometimes the random movie with a catchy song.] What can I say, I'm a show choir freak [and a band geek, but that's irrelevant.]

*I like to think I have a good sense of humor. If others disagree, at least I can say that I understand others' humor. I don't take everything seriously, but I can distinguish what needs to be taken seriously. If I'm talking to someone without any sense of humor, they most likely will not understand me. I have a pet peeve: people who take sarcasm seriously. I don't think I'm too discrete in showing that it is, in fact, sarcasm or humor, so I expect others to understand that. Whether or not they think it's funny...I have no control over.

*I collect quotes. I'm probably not the best with words, so I like to find others' words to express what I'm feeling or something that I never thought of. My favorite quote is probably: I'm a very independent girl, and sometimes people think I'm weird because of it. But that doesn't bother me. Just because I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in, even when everyone else is sitting down, that's no reason to follow the crowd. Because maybe, just maybe, I'll make someone's life better because I wasn't afraid. It just describes me and my attitude in a nutshell. I have a rather large collection of quotes, pretty much one for every circumstance. And if I don't have one, I will find one. Yea, I like 'em; I like 'em a lot.

Well, I can't think of anything else off the top of my head right now. If there's anything else you want to know, feel free to ask. I might just answer.

<3
Jeena



Current Mood: geeky
Thursday, December 29th, 2005
3:11 pm
new year's resolution

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Build up my chi.



Get your resolution here


Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
4:42 pm
Hmm
So let's see...my first entry. I'm bored of xanga so I figure this might be less boring...at least for the time being.

It's winter...I wish it would snow and be cold. What's the point otherwise?

Yup, that's all I got. I need friends...[on LJ]

<3 Jeena

Current Mood: I have a cold...ugh.
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